I love him so much...

I love him so much, I do not wanna live without him. Its been 2 Months since the break up and 38 Days no contact. Sometimes I think I can't do this anymore. I want him back so bad but I also know, that he couldn't chance in this time.
He left me and 2 Days later he wanted me back but I needed time. One Week later I oped my heart and what I feel but he blocked and said, that he do not miss anything. I know that I hurt him but he also hurt me. I loved him so much and I think he loved me too but did not showed his love anymore when we were togheter. But I still want him back. The wonderfull moments still plays in my head up and down and I am literally crying by writing this. But he needs to do the first step because he pushed me at the end away. Will he do the first step? and when will he do the first step...

Last updated on:2025-12-19T03:38:49+05:30