now I know why they say heartbreak/breakup is like a drug. feels like k just relapsed. day 47 no contact. 4year relationship we had problems we couldn’t fix. I took accountability and I was willing to do anything to fix it, but he decided we should break up. plus he met a friend apparently and wasn’t willing to let her go. heartbreaking. this was on 11/5. today I decided to take my son to the movies, to treat him. and guess who sit behinds me. my ex and his new girlfriend and kids. my adrenaline was pumping the whole time. I stayes calm collective even tries to be friendly but he was cold, short, standoff-ish. now I’m pretty sure because he didn’t want things to be complicated with me him and the new girl. but man that coldness hurt. I’m home now adrenaline wore off and I’m as sad as can be. went two weeks without crying. now I’m balling like a baby lol this sucks. I really lost my boyfriend, my bestfriend. what’s crazy right before thanksgiving I ran into him at the barbershop. kept it real quick and short because I was still vulnerable. why do we keep running into each other my hearts wants to believe it’s a sign but my Brain is saying it’s a coincidence
Last updated on:2025-12-25T15:53:34+05:30
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oh god that’s awful. I’m so sorry to hear this.
when you think about it honestly, does your heart want it to be a sign because it still hopes, or because it’s struggling to accept that chapter really ended?
i had a similar run-in months into no contact, thought i was doing “fine” and then boom, full relapse 😮💨 seeing her with someone new hits your nervous system before your brain even catches up. that coldness after everything you shared… yeah, that part REALLY HURT.