moving on

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Feeling good! I was in the worst depressive episode for about four months but I'm pushing through. I'll be ok. Time truly works wonders. It feels so good to look back and feel happy I experienced that kinda love instead of sad it ended. I do miss him every now and then because he was more than my partner he was my best friend. freaking FINALLY I don't feel anything more than friends. I'm truly done ,and I'm so glad for it. He wanted to go down a path Im not willing to follow. I just hope he makes it through. That he finds himself under those million masks he wears.

Last updated on:2025-12-25T06:17:14+05:30

Comments (9)

EmptyHeart
EmptyHeart 2 mths ago

when you say you’re finally done and it feels clean, what do you think helped the most. time, distance, or seeing clearly why that path wasn’t yours anymore?

BugFace824
BugFace824 2 mths ago

Time and distance. I was so unconditionally in love with every part of him, the good and bad. I would've stayed no matter who he became.

GoneHe
GoneHe 2 mths ago

this sounds like real closure, not the forced kind. when i got here, i just let myself enjoy the peace without questioning it. no guilt for moving on, no rush to feel more or less. just letting it be felt enough

NeonJax421
NeonJax421 2 mths ago

I'm happy you've reached that point. Currently in my depressive episode for months already but I feel relieved after sending her a closure letter. Makes me want to believe that it gets better 🥹

NIbbula01
NIbbula01 2 mths ago

i hit that point too where the pain finally softened into gratitude, not longing. missing them as a best friend hurt more than losing the relationship itself. that shift where it’s just… calm. no ache. that’s HUGE

LoveJourney859
LoveJourney859 2 mths ago

yay

BrightJoy369
BrightJoy369 2 mths ago

this gives me hope that I’ll also get to this point🥺. now I’m in a depressive episode, wishing he’d fight for me but at the same time I know he wasn’t good to me

BugFace824
BugFace824 2 mths ago

it hurts so so bad but just trust that it will get better. just keep going. even if all you can do is lay in bed for weeks. keep. going. <3 :)You got this

JoyTrail528
JoyTrail528 2 mths ago

that's motivating 😢