So today I was fishing with my cousin and my other cousins bf and my one of my ex's friend texted me because she wanted to tell me something and I told her she can text me if she really needed anything and she sent me an audio from her friends acc cuz she says she doesn't want to text me (which is weird cuz she still wants to reach out) and the audio was about something cuz I found some video that looked like her kissing someone else but I realized afterwards it wasn't but whatever that's not the point.
After this I talked with her friend about everything and I told her that I was like easily carried by my emotions the last 2-3 weeks before the break up because of a lot of things that happened to me, things like crashing my bike, my grandpa was in the hospital (he has dementia), some important exams going badly, a very important presentation that my whole year depended on coming up (which I did 2 days after the break up) and my parents were arguing and talking about divorcing. She told me she is acting the way she is because she didn't know all this and maybe if she knew things would have been different, but, no matter how corny it sounds, I feel she left me at my lowest.
Last updated on:2025-12-29T22:43:12+05:30
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i’m curious, did she reach out after knowing all that or is it still left in silence? just wondering how you’re processing it.
She didn't know all the bad things that happened to me, I didn't want to worry her and talking to her made me feel better
you’ve been carrying so much already… give yourself some space to just breathe. focusing on yourself right now can really help heal the raw stuff
i got dumped right when my dad was sick and uni was hell. it feels like she just left you in the storm… i feel this in my bones.