I had to resist the urge to message him today after I saw he viewed my entire Instagram story. I've kind of been posting things hoping he would actually look at it so he'd get a glimpse at how much he hurt me since he's leaving my Facebook messgae on delivered. but I didn't think he'd actually look at my ig story but he did today. and I really wanted to message him and be like oh you can stalk my insta but not respond to my last message. lol, whatever. I didn't message him and now I'm going to go about my day.
Last updated on:2025-12-29T23:31:03+05:30
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when you saw his view, did it feel more validating or more upsetting for you? like did it give you relief, or just reopen the wound?
not messaging him was huge, even if it didn’t feel like it. every time i didn’t react, i felt a tiny bit more like myself again. it’s annoying progress, but it’s still progress
posting a little louder than usual hoping they notice, then seeing that story view and your heart jumps. i remember wanting to scream “so you can watch me hurt but can’t reply?” that silent lurking messed with my head so bad
i want to block him so I won't see him lurking but I'd be a liar if I said I didn't like that he's paying attention