My girlfriend just broke up with me 25 November and after that straight to the fating apps i fekr shocked she said she did it because she pictures of other girls on my screen that I was rolling and look at.
the break up was so unexpected as all break up are I know, but it feels like she checked out much before because after the break up she started putting music when getting ready in the Wc and singing like if she was in love.
she said she wants a partner that has ambitions and goals I shared ny goals and ambitions with her qnd she said she wants a person with other type of ambitions. it hurts because I never thought it could be so measurable, so material.
any way she as a mental health condition that makes her ver obsessive and hearing voices and I had to fight with that all the time as she insisted that she saw me doing something or the other ans j wasn't.
its very difficult she left me alone on Christmas eve anx wemt ti her family and and New year eve she stayed at home as we still live together until I find my home and live.
its so hard I know she brought a lot triggers on me but all that walk journey it hurst so much. that " i want us to remian friends " I dont want to be her friend she was such a good person bur after the break up I cant see her maybe because I am so hurt but anyways I can't be friends it will only delay my healing and feeding her guiltyness.
if anyone has a word...because still I cant believe thats real that she broke up with me...they all break up with me....
Last updated on:2026-01-02T21:52:48+05:30
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when you imagine finally living separately, do you feel more fear or a tiny bit of relief underneath all this pain?
to be honest in this stage of pain that I have because of seeking each other everyday and see her getting ready God knows where maybe kissing someone or dating someone is just killing me ruminating is ehat kill us so definitely living will be my spiritual and physical freedom
j wish I could meet all of you I would heal much faster we would
from my side, not staying friends was the only thing that saved me. it wasn’t anger, it was self‑respect. being around them while you’re bleeding just reopens the wound every day. you’re not wrong for protecting yourself
sudden breakup, living together after, them acting lighter while i was falling apart. that whiplash messes with your head so bad 😮💨 i kept thinking “how are you okay already?”
from reading your message i can only see that I am so strong then. as I feel like I am doing very slow but now you showed that I am not. I am by nature resilient but when you have. broken heart any personality will be affected but what is saving this break up is the self respect something I didn't have in the previous break up.
thank you for your words and i wish you all the best