I feel like I am losing interest or motivation anymore. Losing hope that someone is really there for me who cares and other more. Nawawalan na ako ng gana. No one really cares. I feel like I am getting full inside. I think there is a building up rage and my heart also keeps breaking and everything from all this non stop pain and disappointments. It's like I am losing some sparks and I feel like there is no hope anymore. It's like this feeling that I have is making me build more walls. Feel ko there is no point to trust anyone anymore to care for me or anything.
I still want those things but it's just I keep getting these non stop pain and disappointments and it is really hard to keep on being strong and still be the same loving, understanding and open Chezka (me)
Last updated on:2026-01-10T02:46:01+05:30
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you feel like the walls you’re building are more about protecting your heart now, or about giving up on being seen at all?
i think more on abt building more as an attempt to protect my heart
i’ve been in that place where disappointments just stack up and you start going numb. i remember thinking i was losing my spark, but really i was just exhausted from caring TOO much.
sending hugs:< it does suck. It's like as life goes by, the shine one's have are just keep on being taken away. the world needs that shine but they just keep on hindering it
You need time, then you will change and become stronger. You will protect yourself and your heart, and you won't let anyone break you. You will set boundaries that you won't allow people to cross. You will know your worth and love yourself deeply. You will strive to focus on yourself, your work, and your professional development. We all go through days like this; it's okay, but it won't last, and you won't go back to square one with time.
thank you thisday :(( <333
@MalCherie
you are welcom❤️
i dont even wanna leave my bed
right? I felt that way too when I posted this
Its like you're in my head. I wish I could say why people hurt one another, breaking up is one thing, making someone suffer is an entirely other.
sending hugs :(( <33