There was no warning, this morning I get the I love you, this evening I got the I'm done. Maybe we've been drifting and I didn't notice, maybe I said the wrong thing, maybe it was the guy she's been watching movies with all day. Maybe all of it, maybe none of it. I wasn't given any reason, I was just blown off and ghosted. I love her, I got an engagement ring for Xmas, had a whole thing set up, but her family kept us apart, step dad didn't want me around, doesn't even know me. I'm so broken here, not even sure how to express it. I wanna crawl into a hole, but too much other stuff happening, none of it good, for me to even do that. I'm so alone, and lonely, I felt a lot of that before her, and slowly healed, opened up, and she crushed me, I don't deserve a why? No truth? Just I'm done and I don't wanna talk about it? Things like this are why I have trust issues
Last updated on:2026-01-06T08:29:22+05:30
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right now, what’s hurting more, losing her, or losing the future you had already built in your mind with the ring and everything?
thats a good question, truth is I actually feared that future was gonna be lost anyway because that seems to be what happens to me.
morning was love, night was silence. no explanation, no closure. i even had plans and promises in my head and they just… vanished. that kind of whiplash messes with your trust BAD.
oh I had trust issues before and she re assured me that it was isolated bad luck, she would never hurt me. So obviously a lie, guess back to trust issues, at least that familiar