I don’t have the energy to write a long post, but I just want to share that for the past week, I’ve been crying over him out of nowhere (maybe because he started viewing my Telegram stories every time I upload). Anyway, I’m crying my eyes out while writing this, and no, it doesn’t get any better after 6 months. In fact, I’ve changed a lot.
I saw an old friend this evening, and I couldn’t recognize her at first—she had lost a lot of weight. She said hello, I greeted her in return, but she started talking about how much she misses me and wants to get in touch (by the way, she’s the only girl who knows the real reason why we broke up). I wasn’t paying attention, and to be honest, I have changed a lot since the breakup. I’m not smiling or laughing at all, only in college, just to save the last bit of pride I have left.
Dostoyevsky was right:
“Memory is punishment.”
Last updated on:2026-01-06T04:29:03+05:30
Comments (4)
does seeing him on socials make it worse, or is it the memories that hit hardest?
it’s okay to cry and feel sad don’t rush yourself. little moments of self-care or journaling helped me slowly stop obsessing over what he’s doing.
i’ve been crying randomly months after my ex stopped talking to me. it hits out of nowhere and it’s exhausting, but you’re not alone
I read somewhere that this pain comes in waves, and you only have to pass through them
I'm not saying that's going to be easy, but I believe that you can pass though it and it's going to be better