Today is the first day of going back to school, I hope I won't see him. I saw his friends just now and I feel nervous that he might be around. I am not ready to see him. Part of me is afraid that I might go back to him and think of him more when I saw him and I DEFINITELY DO NOT WANT THAT.
I am not ready to see him and everything. I am afraid of what I might feel and do but U do know that I will do my very best to not go back to him. That guy cheated on me 2 times and he was not really a good partner to me. I still feel very hurt, my emotions about him are still intense that is why I am not ready
Last updated on:2026-01-09T19:11:03+05:30
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if you did accidentally see him, what do you think would hurt more in that moment, missing him or feeling angry about what he did?
i think none of the above..i feel like im just scared that it will make me go back to him again
honestly, it helped me to remind myself that being scared doesn’t mean i want them back.
thank youu, playing that on my head helpsss
first day back somewhere you might see them is TERRIFYING. my ex cheated too, and even knowing that, my body still reacted before my brain did. that fear of slipping back is so real.
righttt? (TT) sending hugs <33
give me some tips too