I don’t know how i felt, i’m lost, i sleep all day to escape the reality we broke up. i have to admit that we never meet again forever, it tore me apart so much. I love him, it’s been 45 days but why it isn’t even better, and why I still hope that one day we will run each other again, i think i’m depressed. Is anyone like me, what’s this feeling?
Last updated on:2026-01-05T21:23:02+05:30
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when you say you still hope you’ll run into each other someday, does that hope feel comforting, or does it keep reopening the wound every time it comes up?
it didn’t get “better” in a straight line. some days felt worse than day one. i stopped asking why it wasn’t improving and just accepted that my heart was still catching up to what my mind knew that took pressure off
i’ve been there 😔 around the 40–50 day mark i was still sleeping all day just to not feel the reality. knowing you’ll never meet again forever is a special kind of pain, it tore me up too. you’re not weird for still loving him.