ok guys I can't stop texting him but I swear it's short message and just once (of course I reply if he text me but also short answers). I'm not feeling ok, I'm on vacation and my mind doesn't cope well with all this free time. I'm recovering from surgery and my self-esteem isn't very good. I feel like I can't find the initiative to do things. that's it. I do feel I won't be happy because the way my mind is. And I bet I choose people that is not able to make me happy to be with.
Last updated on:2026-01-07T23:19:02+05:30
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when you text him, is it more about missing him, or about needing someone to fill the silence and sit with you while you’re feeling low right now
i hear how loud your mind is right now. when i was spiraling like this, free time was the worst part.
after my breakup i kept doing the “just one short text” thing too, especially when i had too much empty time. surgery recovery wrecked my self-esteem back then and i felt so stuck in my head. it wasn’t weakness, it was me trying to not feel alone for five minutes