i haven’t posted on here for a long time, mainly because i was trying to focus on my relationship that i had just got back. i thought i had it all under control and i was ready to be in such a commitment to someone and i was strong for about a month, but it was so undescribably hard to handle. i had so much anxiety even just waking up and remembering i had a boyfriend. the commitment of texting everyday, hanging out, having our relationship public to people at school. it got too much. i broke up with him just 2 days ago and im really proud of myself for lasting so long and giving it a real shot.
i also just don’t think hes the right guy for me, im only young and ive realised im not going to meet the right person in school and i need to explore and learn. i feel this weight lifted off my chest and i can finally breathe and feel calm. we still have each other on social media and im kind of glad because although i dont want him as my boyfriend i dont want to loose him all together and im scared hes not gonna want to be in my life, which is understandable i did just breakup with him. i just thought i would update everyone here who remembers my journey as well as ask if you think i made the right decision on breaking up with him?
Last updated on:2026-01-10T19:20:02+05:30
Comments (6)
when you picture staying friends on social media, does it feel comforting or does it still stir up anxiety?
it feels comforting to know i haven’t lost him completely just the romantic side of him
you really thought it through. taking a step back to explore yourself is never wrong, especially when it’s about your peace and growth
thank u so much
i stayed in a relationship thinking i was ready but the anxiety was insane. ending it felt like finally breathing again. you’re not failing, you’re learning
how did u get over the relationship anxiety? or have u not figured it out yet?