In the first dream, he avoided me while in the second dream I got frustrated at him and confronted him for avoiding me. I told him how much he disappointed me and how heartbroken I was.
in real life, he ended things but it was kind of in a bad note at the same time it wasn't. I didn't get to say much when he ended everything, so I just let go. it still feels weird that he's no longer a part of my life that thinking about him these days gives me PTSD.
At the same time I wish I can yell and scream at him but doing that won't get me anywhere.
we've been on no contact for a while and I'm proud that I didn't reach out irrespective of how I feel.
I'm starting school on Monday so hopefully I get really busy without thinking of the pain.
Last updated on:2026-01-14T09:50:54+05:30
Comments (10)
when you imagine yelling at him, is it about wanting him to hear you, or about finally letting that anger OUT somewhere safe
I think it's both because I was angry because he failed at all the promises he made lol
when i started something new, school or work, it didn’t erase the pain but it gave my brain fewer quiet moments to spiral. sometimes that’s enough for now
yeah, I'm not hoping for something permanent but just for a while I do not want to have him on my mind
i had the same dreams where i finally said everything i swallowed in real life. waking up felt like whiplash. that unfinished ending messes with your nervous system, the PTSD feeling is real
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If you think about them, it can often happen that you will dream about them. Your heart simply wants an answer to why it ended the way it did,why didn't you say everything you wanted to and is now looking for comfort in dreams, to talk to them. Just go on with your life, focus on school and things that make you happy and that's it
I dream about him all the time. I don't know how to get away from it
I think it's best to keep your mind busy before you sleep and not think about him because that's how they usually get into our dreams
I see him a lot in my dreams, it's getting worse for me because I'm just so sad about me and him breaking up even though I know it was for the better.