I need to say this in order to close with honesty.
What hurt me was not the ending itself, but knowing that there were no feelings anymore while the signs you gave me said the opposite. That created confusion and a sense of abandonment that takes time to settle.
I am not writing to blame you, but to be truthful about the impact this has on me. I believed what I saw and what I felt. Today I move forward with more clarity — and with a respect for myself that may have arrived late, but arrived nonetheless.
What I lived was real to me. I did not invent the signs, I did not imagine the care. The inconsistency was not mine.
I do not need you to acknowledge this now to validate what I felt. I stay with myself, step away from the confusion, and choose not to turn abandonment into doubt about my worth.
Last updated on:2026-01-13T11:22:37+05:30
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I feel lighter after writing, journaling and rationalising. I hate lies and don't support this inconsistency, I know I deserve better and more respectful treatment. I increased my self-care, meditate twice a day, go for a walk, try to be more with friends, etc. I am don't want to build ressentment but move on, learn with the lesson and pay more attention in the future. let's see, I am trying...
do you feel lighter after saying this out loud, or does it still feel unfinished because they never owned their part
this hurt to read, but it’s powerful.
i lived that confusion too, being told it was over while their actions said otherwise. i spent months thinking i imagined the care. realizing the inconsistency wasn’t mine was painful but grounding