day 70. no reaching out. no looking at old photos or re reading messages. everyday he still pops up in my mind. some days I still cry not as much tho. & when I do cry it’s more so of me realizing how sad I was before. how broken and how hurt I was, it because I miss him. anyways… I guess the days do get easier- not better. time doesn’t heal anything you just get use to the pain. it get dulls. and silent sadness creeps up. loneliness is the worse. but cheers to day 70.
Last updated on:2026-01-16T21:04:03+05:30
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when the loneliness creeps in now, does it feel more like wanting him back, or wanting someone to see how hard you’ve been trying not to fall apart
this didn’t read hopeless to me. it read honest. for me, the pain didn’t disappear, it just stopped screaming all the time. that dulling is still progress, even if it doesn’t feel like a win
are you not yet ready to start seeing other people, I'm thinking going out will make the situation feel a little better, so that you can have that excitement of getting ready for a date and it will pump up your adrenaline
day 70 hit me hard too. i remember crying less but feeling this quiet ache instead. not missing her exactly, but grieving how broken i let myself become. that silent sadness is real
When you miss the memories, please also remember the disrespect and him invalidating you or your feelings. There's a reason why he's your ex. Protect your peace and don't try reaching out to him.