For some reason, I still imagine you waiting for me at home. When I walk into the apartment, I imagine you saying, "Hello, darling!" Sometimes I look at the corner where your computer was and imagine you sitting there, and I could go up to you and hug you. I miss you so much. If you hadn't left, I wouldn't have had the courage to break up with you myself. Now I will build my new life where there is no place for violence.
Last updated on:2026-01-21T09:13:33+05:30
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when you imagine this new life you’re building, what feels different in your body knowing there’s no fear or violence waiting for you anymore
I just feel calmer now about myself and the future
what you wrote sounds like grief mixed with relief, and that’s such a confusing combo.
Yep, I feel both ways
i used to do the same thing, picturing him in the room, hearing his voice like nothing changed. leaving violence takes so much courage, even when the missing still hurts. i’ve been there
Thank you 💙
You knew exactly how to destroy me and you did it perfectly.
You were the Sunrise and I was the Sunset. 🌅🌆
Never together anymore...
P.S. Some of my favorite memories with you are riding bikes, walking around the city, and visiting different places. I really remember our summer trip to another city. I loved playing games with you, watching TV shows/movies/anime, chatting about everything, and laughing heartily. Why did you ruin everything...?