Lately, everywhere have been so quiet for me.
I don't usually have anyone to text or call so loneliness has always been my friend. I low-key had the urge to text him but I didn't. It was hurtful, especially when I stumbled upon his female best friend's Instagram and memories of how he traveled to her country just to see her, starting getting into my head.
I didn't stalk him whatsoever but yesterday was extremely hard especially when I was seeing traces of him randomly on the Internet.
it just sucks honestly and I hate feeling this way.
Last updated on:2026-01-24T12:48:00+05:30
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I know it hurts trust me ,I am going through it..what is did was block him on al k socials and anyone close to him becuz I need to be able to move on and not be stuck ..cause kid u not,he his living his life and care zero right now
What do you do to stop thinking about it or is it just always in the back of your mind?
well I've been busy with school so that's helps. when I'm not having classes or studying that's when he'll randomly pop up in my head or I'll see something that'll make me think of him. I try to shake the thought by saying "he's doing fine without you, he didn't choose you"
when you think about him and his female best friend, is it more about feeling replaced, or about feeling like you were never chosen the same way
it's more like I was never chosen because I was easy to let go. He started having much doubts after he visited her so I don't know what they discussed
i’m really proud of you for not texting him, even though it hurt.
thank you🥹
i’ve been that lonely too, where not texting anyone is the norm and then one person becomes the center. seeing his name or people connected to him online sent me spiraling. that jealousy mixed with missing them is brutal
I feel you, honestly.
I'm still friends with his sister but I barely text her. I never bring him up whenever I text her but I want to stop texting her completely
We're in this together. It's not easy but we'll get through this
definitely we will!
I feel you.
I don't think I have anything to say to you, just that you're not alone.