I so wanted to escape with you from the harsh reality around me. To escape my problems with my parents. And before I knew it, our relationship had become my personal nightmare; you swallowed me up, chewed me up, and spat me out. All I can do is pick up the pieces of myself and try to move on. I don't really see any meaning in life anymore, but I just live, I live because my heart still beats. I feel like I don't exist anymore.
Last updated on:2026-01-27T17:36:21+05:30
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when you say you don’t feel like you exist anymore, is it more about losing who you were with them, or feeling like no one really sees you now
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i escaped into someone to survive my family stuff too, and it turned into a trauma bond that erased me. when it ended, i felt hollow, like i didn’t exist either
I'm with you
Actually, what you just describe was a great motif in spanish literature, called: 'dolorido sentir', meaning 'I know I'm alive because I feel pain'.
You are alive. Step by step you'll get out of that dark world.
Thank you, I will definitely read it
that's exactly how I feel
I really hope it gets better
I cannot live like this anymore
I'm so tired of feeling like this 😞
Time heals. We can do it