he called me last night at 2 am to talk about his feelings. I answered. we fell asleep together, we talked about our feelings and thoughts, we said I love you. he added me on snap and was talking about wanting to get pics. he told me he thinks about me sexually. am I just a sex partner to him? is that all i ever was, once I gave myself up for him? I believe him and trust him and I let him come back all the time. he says he won't do it again, he says he'll move on. but he doesn't. he opens the wound again and again and then leaves it bleeding with salt sprinkled on it. he's talking to another girl. he told me she's perfect in his eyes, so am I just a body? I don't understand anything. one heartbreak isn't enough for him. he's struggling, he never lets me help him. I want to love him, and love him loudly and peacefully. but he keeps choosing her because she's choosing abstinence with him. he is addicted to sex and still jerks off to me. we were going to slowly stop sex together, we had a whole plan on how we were going to do better. because we knew it caused a problem for both of us. and I still love him with all my heart. I love him and I want to be with him. I want to believe his words and I want to help him. I have no idea what to do.
Last updated on:2026-01-28T18:14:17+05:30
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after he leaves again and you’re alone, do you feel closer to him or more empty than before
I feel the constant need to reach out to him, I don't normally do, he does it to me. I'm not sure if I feel closer or empty, I just feel upset at him leaving and I think that maybe it's the last time, but it rarely is
i’ve been that person answering 2am calls, saying i love you, feeling wanted and disposable at the same time. the sexual pull plus the mixed promises messed with my head so bad i kept bleeding and letting him back.
its really really hard. but i think it's best that I just block him, no matter how much I want to be there for him.
You are in a bad situation right now..He is just using you for his pleasure. In my opinion, sex should happen out of love. Here, even though you are in love, he is not and he is cheating on that other girl. Don't make things complicated and show the courage to stand against him. I assure you that if you say 'no' to him and leave, your life will come under your control and you will feel strong.
I think so too. I appreciate you🫶🏼🫶🏼
don’t let him use you for his pleasure. you deserve someone who will choose you and love you loudly. be strong and choose yourself. you got this ❤️
thanks❤️❤️
dear value your self, love your self, be confident you can do it don't contact him
he don't value you.
he already choose her so don't be even a choice, either he choose you or he can leave.
thank you🫶🏼🥺