I've made so many mistakes throughout our relationship, and I would do anything to take it all back. My beautiful boy, he was everything to me. He's such a beautiful soul, a gentle man. I wish nothing but for him to be happy. I'd do anything for him to come back, but he has made his decision. I'll always love him, and I can't see myself not waiting for him, hoping that he sees that I changed and that I really want to treat his kind heart better.
I think about him everytime. The grief is too much for me to bear. I love him so much that it hurts. I miss you. I'll always love you, my beautiful boy.
Last updated on:2026-01-30T08:34:29+05:30
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you say you’re waiting for him, does that waiting feel like hope right now, or does it feel like it’s slowly draining you
Draining and anxiety... Because even if I am able to cope by imagining that he could come back, it might never happen. He might meet someone new to to love. And this is honestly such a horrifying thought
I miss him too,,,but he just confirmed it that he doesn't want to be with me,,I'm so sad
i was stuck waiting like this, i tried reminding myself that loving them doesn’t have to mean abandoning myself. some days that reminder barely worked, but some days it kept me breathing
i’ve been the one full of regret too, replaying every mistake and wishing i’d been softer, better, calmer. loving someone so deeply after they’ve chosen to leave is a special kind of pain
It really is💔 but it means that we love deeply. That is a beautiful gift, even though it hurts so much.