We always had a great bond but his parents told me I’m worthless cuz I’m not from the same country even tho love has no tradition. he let his parents get to him through abuse but he didn’t deserve that. was giving up on the relationship he had with me worth it keeping the relationship with his parents who best him daily for no reason? was it really me who was a danger in his life?
Last updated on:2026-01-30T23:16:48+05:30
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do you feel more pain over losing him, or over being made to feel disposable and unsafe for simply loving him
im not sure tbh but it’s really painful knowing that someone else who physically and mentally hurt him was more important to him in the end than the person who cared more for him than any1 else.
from my side, it sounds like you became the easiest thing to blame, not the real problem. abuse and control existed before you.
yes ik it existed before me but I was even trying to talk to his dad and all I got to hear was how much of a disappointment I am from someone who doesn’t even have the joy in his heart to live their own son properly.
i’ve been in something similar where family poisoned everything. being called “not enough” because of where you’re from leaves a deep scar. i kept wondering if i was the danger too. it messes with your head
yes it really does and did and idk what to feel tbh cuz that really broke all the promises and expectations we had.