I have been crying the whole day... l feel sick l broke up with him not because l wanted to but because l was tired of the same things happening over and over. He promised me change but every 2 weeks we are back at it ...all l wanted from him was to talk not for him to leave me when things get hard l carried the emotional weight of the relationship n eventually l lost it. it's probably the 100th time l have broke up with him but this time feels different l said some bad things to him l crossed a line and blocked him after because l was afraid l would say more l don't even know if l should apologies or leave what should l do?
Last updated on:2026-02-02T20:38:02+05:30
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you imagine apologizing, is it because you truly crossed a line, or because you’re used to carrying the responsibility for keeping the peace no matter how much it hurts you
i’m not gonna tell you what to do, but when i hit this point, i realized i wasn’t breaking up because i was dramatic. i was breaking up because my body and mind were DONE. promises without change mess with your head so much. sometimes blocking isn’t cruelty, it’s the only way to stop yourself from bleeding more.
i kept breaking up with him over and over because nothing ever changed, just reset every couple weeks. i was carrying the emotional weight too and i snapped one day, said things i didn’t even recognize coming out of my mouth. the guilt after is brutal, but the exhaustion before that is REAL
Sounds like it's time for you to get off this roller coaster. Move on and don't look back.