I wish I could take all the harm I've done to you away. I wasn't a good partner, I know I wasn't and did damage that you couldn't imagine moving on with, that's why you preferred to leave. I don't know what'll happen, but I did love you so much, and I think that I'll always love you, I'll always think about you with so much love and tenderness, because you're such a gentle and delicate man.
I wish I could apologize to you in a thousand words that would express my regret, my deep and aching love for you. It hurts so much that it's not me who's able to heal you, because for me it makes sense. I did it, so it's me who should fix this. But it's you who should carry this and heal. I'm so sorry.
The best apology I can give you is to tell you that I'll change, I'll become better, and I'll never want to hurt you or others in such way, ever again. I wish to treat others as kindly and lovingly as you did with me, please always love others in such a beautiful and complete way like you've done. You're very special to me. Take care, my sunshine. Heal and thrive. I'll take care of myself, and I promise that I recognize how badly I messed up and that I'll become better. I love you.
Last updated on:2026-02-06T20:46:03+05:30
Comments (4)
are you writing this more for them, or for yourself right now? not judging at all. just curious what part hurts the most today š
iām really feeling the accountability here
iāve been on the side where i realized too late that my pain leaked onto someone gentle. the guilt sticks around forever. loving someone and knowing youāre the reason they had to walk away is a special kind of ache
omg I couldāve wrote this myself š