don’t know what to do with my life anymore. hate myself for still being kind to him and texting him again. I’m so so tired. In survival mode now where I don’t feel anything. I need your help. what should I do?
Last updated on:2026-02-12T18:07:22+05:30
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when you say you’re in survival mode and don’t feel anything… is it more numb or more overwhelmed? and what usually happens right before you text him again
I guess overwhelmed, and before I text him i feel scared and out of peace
hating myself for still being soft with him. i’d text him after swearing i was done. i felt weak. pathetic. like why can’t i just STOP. but i wasn’t weak. i was trauma bonded and exhausted. survival mode is real. i went numb too for a while
Hi there! Idk what you're going through, but if u re here...Cheer up, don’t stress too much! Fight for yourself, be a little selfish, put yourself first. Start new habits, keep your mind busy, find new hobbies. Healing takes time and it might hurt sometimes, but you’ll get through it as long as you start taking action and do something about it.