It's Day 10,today I woke up feeling a little bit lighter than some days,however, he's still all I think about,dream of,and as much I wish it could all stop,I'm starting to allow myself to accept that it's okay to feel this way and think of this individual because they were a significant part of my life and it's not something I can just wipe away in such a short space of time. it's only a matter of time honestly and with time, the scars and wounds get faint and stop hurting as much.
Last updated on:2026-02-23T17:21:03+05:30
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when you say you feel lighter, what do you think shifted? was it something you did, or just your mind slowly adjusting?
waking up and for like 3 seconds feeling okay… then boom, he was the first thing on my mind again it felt never ending. but that shift you’re talking about? that “i’m allowed to feel this” part? that’s huge. i fought my feelings for weeks and it just made it worse. you’re not weak for still dreaming about him. he mattered. of course your brain hasn’t just deleted him.
The draw towards them feels irreversible. One moment hoping for contact the next furious at the pain they've inflicted and are inflicting. Mind spiraling all the time when it has a free second. My personal experience with it. So I'm trying to reconnect with friends, family and even hobbies. Went as far as to get this app to preserve my own sanity. Maybe. Maybe this helps. Maybe we all can stand together strong. Make it out on the other side.
I really wanna move on too
how many years did you spend together?
2 years and 3 months
@SmileBright782 similar here too
but mine was mostly long distance so idk