Today I realized that I needed clarity on something. I didn't break no contact to rekindle anything, I just wanted an answer to a question I had for him. I'm not tying my growth to his answers but the
Few days ago, he was in my thoughts and once in a while I remember little details about him. wondering what he's doing, if he's with someone new, if life is treating him good. Well I wasn't curious en
Lately, everywhere have been so quiet for me. I don't usually have anyone to text or call so loneliness has always been my friend. I low-key had the urge to text him but I didn't. It was hurtful, espe
In the first dream, he avoided me while in the second dream I got frustrated at him and confronted him for avoiding me. I told him how much he disappointed me and how heartbroken I was. in real life,
All through today, his name kept on popping up. it was so crazy, every app I opened, movie I watched today too the same thing 😂😂😭
After being burnt out all through this year, I'm trying to slowly get my spark back. I used to be interested in trying out so many things like writing books, improving my drawing, learning a computer
Talked to someone I used to be best friends with and he asked about my ex(it's weird using the word ex cus I never imagined he'll be one) so I told him what went down because he told me about his own
I usually have this habit of texting him about the slightest thing I want to try out or rant randomly but reality hit me today that he's not there anymore. He willingly chose a life without me in it,
so I've reached this stage of numbness, I'm just existing, carrying out daily activities like nothing happened. it's crazy how deep down I'm still hurt but I want to be optimistic about myself and lov
Breakups are rough, and I’m trying to find my way through. I’m open to making a friend here if you are
Day 1 of break up, can't believe it finally happened.....I'm all alone again, lol