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well 210? days no contact. still hits me...

every nite I wonder if I will sleep dreamless, or toss and turn over memories. another day I get up and go thru the motions. wake up, coffee, stoke fire, go to work. listen to clients gripe about thei

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115 Days down

so 115 days no contact. I still break down from time to time, some triggers come out of no where. she still pops into my dreams from time to time. and I still miss her. some days are easier especially

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so 85 days no contact

so 85 days no contact. it feels weird to think that 85 days ago I saw her at barter fair. even said hello. almost 5 months ago she cheated again and then walked out of my life after I wouldnt agree to

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well 50 days since the last time I saw her

well 50 days since the last time I saw her. coming up on 4months since she left. I still think about her and miss her. the nites r the worst most times. trying to mive on and just let it go and for th

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been doing ok most days

been doing ok most days. I have moments in the day but I can distract myself or keep myself busy most times. today I went to the grocery store and everything came crashing down. Just a wave of sadness