18 days since she broke up
18 days since she broke up. She said she wants no contact and told me that maybe some day, when we both get along with the situation we can text each other again and how we are holding up with our fut
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Why is it keep getting worse
Why is it keep getting worse. I feel like it was better a few days ago. Now i have the same feeling again of texting her and trying fix things.. Fuck
What belongs to me will come too me
What belongs to me will come too me. If she ain't my person, it's sad but okay. Soulmates can't be separated by time. Same thing with real love. In fact, if she texts me someday and may be says, i did
Its 4am again. Smoking my cigarette and thinking about her
Its 4am again. Smoking my cigarette and thinking about her. I mean it kinda got better. I don't panic anymore. I'm not exploding anymore. The what if's disappeared. I just miss her but it's her choice
I just realized that she's the reason for my pain right now
I just realized that she's the reason for my pain right now. Makes it easier to think about it. I mean, a person who loves and even cares wouldn't disappear without checking on you. No friend would do
Is anyone here right now?.I can't take it. I CAN'T
Is anyone here right now?.I can't take it. I CAN'T
I can't take it anymore
I can't take it anymore. I'm about to drive to her place. I feel sick. I don't feel good nowhere. Not in my own home. Not outside. Everything reminds me of her. I feel like I'm loosing my mind.
In fact i know why im struggling so hard with
In fact i know why im struggling so hard with, what if i did this or did that right now. Maybe it would change anything. I know that thats my heart longing for control about the situation. How can i g
Today is a better day
Today is a better day. I feel like i can do this. I will build my garden and some day my butterfly will come. Not forced, just because she wants it.
No contact, already 2 weeks passed
No contact, already 2 weeks passed. I thought of going to her place and pjt a letter in her post box. What do y'all think about it? I don't know if these words will ever reach you, or if they'll make
I had a date today. Even had sex
I had a date today. Even had sex. I gotta say, i feel like shit now. Does anyone know this pain. I dont know but i feel like I've betrayed myself and her, even though we broke up. Fuck
This app feels amazing
This app feels amazing, first i thought this is junk, what can help in a situation where nothing matters at all. But reading all your stories and even get answers from you really helps. Thanks to all
I recently went through a breakup with someone I loved deeply
I recently went through a breakup with someone I loved deeply.My everything. It tore me apart. I couldn’t understand how someone who once held me so close could walk away so completely, no contact,
Today is worse, yesterday was a bit better
Today is worse, yesterday was a bit better. I miss her so much. I'm about to text her even tho she said that she don't want no contact. I cant control this pain. I don't how how to get through the wee
Something doesn't go out my mind
Something doesn't go out my mind. We had sooo many arguments about her ex hookups. I didn't like that she followed them in Instagram and liked their fotos. I just didn't felt respected. She was my fir
Her birthday is soon
Her birthday is soon. I would've loved to celebrate with her. She always said she has a curse on her birthday and it never worked the way she wanted it. For this year i wanned to make her the best bir
Dude i just remembered the time she was sick and in hospital for 1 week
Dude i just remembered the time she was sick and in hospital for 1 week. I came everyday after my 9h shift to check on her. Brought her her favorite food. Everyday. I felt so bad for not being with he
Yesterday i texted her older sister on Instagram
Yesterday i texted her older sister on Instagram. I still found some clothes of her. Even though it breaks my heart to give em back i felt like its right. My ex doesn't want any contact right now. She
Its been 2 weeks now
Its been 2 weeks now. I doubt that i will ever feel the same for someone. She was perfect, literally. I love her with all my heart even though she left. Will it get better? I really can't take this an