Finding so much loneliness
Finding so much loneliness...in fear mode...being tested for colon cancer. so many signs that there's most likely a mass..playing the waiting game and Mike not being there is the most difficult thing.
Finding so much loneliness...in fear mode...being tested for colon cancer. so many signs that there's most likely a mass..playing the waiting game and Mike not being there is the most difficult thing.
day 57...saw him one month ago...in a toxic relationship so he's like a drug to me....I was doing really good this week but for some reason today he's been on my mind so much. the need to have someone