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he broke no contact

he did it! he broke no contact. and i am so proud of myself because even though my heart was racing when i woke up today and saw his messages i did not have the urge to answer after i read them. so i

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another 20 days of healing

last time i wrote here i was at day 47 and now i‘m at day 67… 20 days have passed and it is getting better. i do still think about him almost everyday if not more but it’s less painful, less con

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day by day

it’s been 47 days which feels crazy actually because i still remember when it was just a week ago… It‘s getting easier but also there are relapses and i know here and there he‘s watching. And