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punishment

no contact feels like punishment. it feels like Im paying for something I did. I guess I deserve it since I broke up with him. I did it because I felt like our incompatibility based on religion, value

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I regret my decision so much

I regret my decision so much. I could’ve waited. I could’ve given us a longer time. I’m not confident we would’ve last forever but I gave up too quickly. once doubt came in my mind I allowed i

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Today starts the first weekend with him

Today starts the first weekend without him. I already miss having something to do on my weekends. I don’t have much friends so it was it just us every weekend. I really miss him. Day 3.

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Day 3 of no contact

Day 3 of no contact. The silence in the morning right before I wake up for work was the worst for me. I could only think about him. I know if I break no contact right now I’ll go back if he takes me

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I haven’t broken up yet

I haven’t broken up yet. I plan to do it Tuesday. I’m so scared. I’m breaking up because we have different goals, values, spiritual reliefs, finances etc. we’re just very misaligned but I love