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letter to January

And all the time it's raining outside, Jan, and it doesn't look as though it will ever stop. It shouldn't worry me-I'm under cover-but I am embarrassed to just sit here and eat, to put butter on my br

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fuck sake people change like that

Today i found that she cheated that i never could have imagined like its been 3 months when she left me saying and playing emotional like health and depression but today i found there was another per

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my fuckedup mind

Everything changed for me starting in July. I had been with someone every single day for four years, and right when she started her new job and I still didn’t have a placement, she ended things on

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everything feels nothing to me

so now maybe its 2 months of her leaving me but now im just really really alone and idk i miss her or what but suddenly still i get flashbacks in middle of the day and that takes me into 10/15 minute

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idk what to think else

its been a more than a month i saw her physically and 5 days NC but now its eating me to so much to talk to her tell her ask how she is and what not and now its crushing me insdie to text her but deep

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its just pain so much

idk it been 4 days of my not begging her after 30 days continuously its just feel so bad and empty inside me like even when i wake i used to call her greet her tell her good or bad news even ebfore to

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how i fill this void

it was4 years and just now 1 week she just walk and now im just dead inside no sadness no happiness nothing there something inside me died ig and i dont feel any hope now after how she abused me and j

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help me here

i was in 4 years with graduation and we both have studied day night with eachother sometimes she taught something i did. Now she just went and moved on without any explanation and in just 1 week she j

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i was in relationship with 4 years

i was in relationship with 4 years ,A committed one we both were only focused on eachother,career,family .But as the long distance started from this January a lot fight up and down happened we started