I'm hurt
I am actually hurt because I was doing fine with no contact but he suddenly wanted to talk and asked me if I wanna be normal friends and held my hand and all. I mean I resisted so much but I also kind
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casual seeing after breakup
Can I casually see him after a long no contact? it actually very very tempting to be there and if I keep my boundaries strong I am thinking I will be able to survive this right? I really want to say y
shall I text?
apparently he is sick and got admitted for a day. shall I text asking how he is? I got to know abt all this from a friend. I am scared what will happen if I text..will I spiral back to day 1 and all m
Is it my mistake?
I am reminded of the things I did wrong like the unknowingly done mistakes and all when we were together. here tbh we were not in official relationship or something he said he did not like me but stil
can't sleep
I was not able to sleep idky. suddenly got a text from my roommate saying do you have tablet (I am in my hometown) I said yes check in my cupboard. I asked who is sick. she said his name. I am like oh
Unfollowed me
He quit the blend we had after a month. I wanted to do it first but I did not have the guts or courage to do it. but he did it. which means he cut ties. it kind of hurts but I think it is for the best
Silence brings back his thoughts
Whenever I am silent or not doing anything just to enjoy nature or trying to sleep, my thoughts go to him..like the time we had and if I did something different then how would that be and how is he fe
Can't stop thinking
I'm unable to stop thinking about him. his thoughts keep haunting me when I close my eyes. it's making me anxious and uneasy. idk what to do now.i wanna text him but I'm controlling. do u think I shou
Reminding of those times
Thoughts about the time we spent together and all keep coming to my mind and how I did few mistakes unknowingly which might have hurt him and it definitely hurt me. everything is coming back to my min
he wished me on my birthday
Today is my birthday and he wished me in the friends group. All our friends are with me expect him as he went to his hometown but still he sent a happy birthday message to me on the group tagging me.