officially healed
after 4 months and some days I had a sexual connection with someone. It was great first time after a long time that I wasn't thinking of my ex. Finally for those who still fighting I am wishing to be
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90+ days
Officially 90+ days without speaking to him, I don't know what I feel about him. I don't miss him but I don't feel ready 100% yet to start seeing other people. Has anyone feeling or felt the same?
I wanna see you again
58 days but still feels like yesterday I saw your pretty face😢. Every day that passes I miss you more and more, I want to call you or send a message but you blocked me.
He blocked me
And when I was ready to say I am good without him, I discovered that he blocked me from social. (I was not following him but I was checking in secret his social and today I couldn't find him. So I tol
soooo
I am doing fine at my new job in the new city but If he sends me a message, I will drop everything behind and go running to him. Is something wrong about that?
I don't know if I can hold the no contact any more
Last night the memories hit me, I wanted (still want) to see you , to hug you, to say I love you.... but I couldn't send a message that I miss you and I want to see you. But if you call me I will come
16 days
I moved to a new town with a very good job, but still I feel scared and numb about love. I am scared because I am forgetting your face, your smell, your laugh, I am forgetting you and I don't know if
I am sorry
Leaving you for our peace is my last gift to you, I know staying would only hurt us both. It wasn't an easy decision but sometimes love means letting go, even if it breaks me. I hope you take care of
numb?
Does anyone feel numb? I found a job that pays very good in a different town, I found a cozy house but I don't feel happy or something. I am just depressed because I lost him for ever 😶
I want.
I want to sent a message, I want to be part of his life again.... But deep down I know I can't, I am not allowed.