why...
he messaged me out of the blue, it wasnt nice. it wasnt 'im sorry.' it made me feel like my body is the only thing that has worth. he said "if u are bored or just lonely ur always welcome here, but
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being alone
my three roommates, who are my closest friends, are all EXTREMELY bf focused. like it is their number one priority and the center of their lives. and even when I have had a bf I have never been like t
today was hard
I thought i was doing a little bit better. I have more things to distract me and focus on, but today was hard. I really wanted to reach out, but I cant. I really want to see him, but we havent even ra
trying to heal
ive wanted to for years now, but yesterday I decided to adopt a kitten. she is so sweet and makes me happy. I have this little creature to take care of and love so much. her name is nyx, she's 6 month
the last meeting theory
does anyone else believe in the last meeting theory? that once you and someone you love have learned what you needed from each other, you'll never cross paths again. because whatever you needed to tea
what is happening to me
i know he's never coming back, that he doesnt think of me or care. but my god why is he constantly in my head and thoughts?? I had a friggen dream about him last night. and the dream wasnt even a happ
what do you do
also, how do you get over/past/accept that they're probably sleeping or screwing around with someone else? and that it really meant absolutely nothing to them
how do you heal?
him & I also attend the same university & even worse we live in the same apartment building. I get such stomach dropping anxiety every time I have to go though the lobby incase I run into him. im sit
they're gone
how do you get over/accept the fact that they will never come back? and that they dont even care that you're gone
why..
he really did it. he blocked me on everything, even my number. didnt even acknowledge anything I said or asked
idk what to do
im not going to do anything. but i prayed that I wouldn't wake up this morning again. I know thats dramatic, but this pain I cant take it anymore. its not getting any better, its not dulling at all. I
i dont know what to do
it hurts. my heart aches, its so painful it feels like I cant even breathe. I just cant do anything. I cant get out of bed I cant eat I cant move. And its been days and im just getting worse. he consu