I reached 200 days of no contact on Valentine's day. Danggg I was tempted the whole day to share an Instagram note with an indirect for him but I didn't at the end. But god knows how much I was tempte
(TW: pregnancy) You guys also have unhinged dreams about your exes? Like, for the past weeks I had a terrible sleep schedule and last night I finally could sleep for 8 hours long. Great. Not that grea
Damnit, this is a weird feeling. 6 months since everything went wrong suddenly. Hmm... I'm not going to lie. I feel all the grief was for nothing. It didn't bring me anything good. And that kinda suck
Well, as I said on my previous post, I believe I'm starting to heal. But the path is not lineal so two days ago I paid for a tarot reading, just to know how are we doing. You know, find answers when y
It started day 1 of NC, I wanted to feel seen through music that resonated with all the confusion and contradictory feelings. Then I made a ritual for keeping no contact by adding one song per day of
Yesterday I had a looong talk with a friend about him and I, what happened, how I was back in August (almost crazy in pain) ... It's not like I'm not mad at him anymore, and some part of me still cra
Of course, he didn't. Tomorrow we reach 3 months of no contact. 3 times what we lasted. Dang... Anyways, I was hopeful because of a fortune cookie that said "your dearest desire will became truth" so
I started to write. Texts, poems, "songs"... I'd like to share a poem, (song?) that I think it's pretty good honestly. I feel proud about it. Share your thoughts on comments if you like to :) |Zomb
Well, we have to move back to July, 25th. Perfect. In my town, at 11pm there were a fireworks show at the beach. Me and my friends (and friends of those friends) meet at the beach. That includes me an