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I checked his profile..

I realised he is following yet another girl. Immediately I start comparing myself. She seems so smart, beautiful pictures, he liked all of them. I am crushed and couldnt stop. Why do I hurt myself lik

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How to let go of control

I am struggling most of all with the fact that I cant control anything and especially my own feelings for this man. I can never get him back and he never wants to speak to me again and it kills me. Ho

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I broke no contact and we had sex

We talked about rules before having sex. He doesn't want me to feel bad and we agreed that we tell eachother that we should stop the sex when we get feelings for other people. The thing is he is all I

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I will never see him again

It just dawned on me. He is currently living his life without me, he is moving on and being happy and will never look back. Just as he did with his ex. He is completely done with me and I will never s