100 days
IT GETS BETTER, I SWEAR
All the posts by: ChillMate412
what is this feeling?
I saw him with his girlfriend, I didn't feel much, but I cant stop thinking about it, I feel a little nauseous too.
moment of realization (to long I'm sorry)
after so long of romanticizing something that never existed I wanna say the toxic and awful things he did, I don't have someone to talk about this, I hope that whoever reads this can open their eyes a
Feeling better
yesterday a friend told me that he saw him with his new girlfriend, I felt bad for a second but then I realized that it no longer concerns me, and I stopped thinking about it pretty quickly. It's not
I thought I was better
I stalk his new girlfriend Instagram, I started comparing myself to her, I shouldn't have done that, at the end of the day he never liked me and always liked her. This is exhausting. I can't even cry
I need help
I was doing great, barely thinking about him or his new relationship, but today I saw someone that look like him twice and I felt I was going to pass out, my heart start racing like crazy. I don't kno
I did something stupid
I know where he works, I called there and he answer (obviously) I hanged up right away, I don't know why I did it, to listen his voice? Never liked his voice, I found it cringe
how do you stop stalking them?
I keep stalking his tik tok page thinking I'm gonna find a hint that he still misses me or cares about me, even tho he already has a girlfriend, I need to stop because It only hurts me more, but I don
Why was it so easy for him?
it's been really hard. He was flirting with me while he already had another girl, when I find out I basically begged him not to leave me but he ghosted me, it's so embarrassing to say it out loud. I j