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a relapse I didn't intend

I was consumed with feelings of low self-esteem because of something that wasn't even related to the relationship. I've known my brain pattern and temparement because I've studied myself a lot. Anytim

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Is a month enough? 😞

My plan is to achieve neutrality, not disgust or to punish him We were together for two years. Logically it's going to take a lot of time to remove him from the pedestal my heart placed him at. So do

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😓😓😓

this is harder than I thought it was going to be I went one week no contact last week and I didn't flinch don't know what happened this journey feels like a rubber band, when stretched I don't feel

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may my heart be kind to me

I kind of moved on while we were still dating I've come to accept he didn't like me that much I was always filled with hope,doubt,fear it hurt me because I let my guard down for the first time so I th