tasting the love
the next person who kisses me will taste the love i held for you, the love i still hold for you, and that is the most disgusting part knowing that anyone else who tries to grasp for my love will only
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i can't breathe
i can't breathe his body crushing mine, warmth seeping through my soul, our fingers intertwined playful touches, muffled giggles i can't breathe heaving cries that fill the silence of his leaving, th
forgotten memories
i realised today that i had forgotten the way his voice sounded. i don't know when exactly my mind shut out all of the memories of him, when i stopped replaying all of our moments of muffled laughing,
nearly a month
it's nearly been a month since our last interaction...i know we aren't going to have any more. i've started joking about it, even though it isn't funny, because i know that everyone else has expected
forgetting
im starting to forget him now, but i really don't want to. i know there's no chance for us, but letting go is the hardest thing ever and i don't think I'm ready for that yet. i want to remember the
"crazy"
something that really hurts is that they don't know the full story. his family are spreading things about me, saying i'm "crazy for liking him so much and chasing him" but he did come back for a short
getting easier?
it's getting easier, i think. he is still always at the back of my mind, and my moments are full of thinking how much better i would be if he was with me right now. but it still seems like i can't go
getting over it
am i actually getting over it?? like i am obviously still devestated, and i do still think about him, but it's not taking up my daily life anymore. i can actually go hours without remembering what hap
back to not talking
you know what's funny? it's like he could sense the day i started moving on with my life. i was the first day I'd had a shower since we broke up, and i actually went out and laughed like a GOOD laugh.
how do i just move on from this?
we had to break up because his parents didn't approve of me, and that was the hardest part. knowing that it couldve worked if everyone was okay like we were, and that his parents didn't think i was go
the one
it's been a while, nearly a month, and im still struggling. and honestly, its hell. when people try and tell you that youll find someone better or that they werent that great anyways, i know it does n
healing
i had a shower for the first time in 11 days. it feels so good to be able to take care of myself again. and i actually laughed, like a full, deep laugh, at something today. yeah, it still hurts. but i
give it time
it's officially been a week since i last reached out to him, and i want to say this to anyone else struggling. honestly just give it time. you might not want to stop feeling bad, because in a way you
avoidant attachment in partners
i had a thought when i was going over me and my ex's relationship. sometimes your partner just feels so comfortable having you and they believe they don't have to win you over anymore, that they forg