Time to accept it
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I haven't cried much lately. But on the days I do.. days like today.. I don't know. Maybe it's because I'm sick and feel more emotional. I remind myself of his cruelty when he left. His non chalant bu
It's time.
2 months have come and gone. Not a word from him. I will not break contact. Things have cleared, my head is not as clouded. My thoughts are more aligned. This love.. unreciprocated. he has moved on. I
It's ok...
Here i am.. almost 2 months since he ended things. Don't let anyone tell you how to handle a break up/discardment whatever you want to call it. The pain, well it isn't as urgent as the 1st week, it do
Social Media
I've been off social media for an entire month now. A month since I had that bad emotional day. And it feels better. I have an appointment with a therapist next week. I feel sad. I feel mad. I feel ho
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I'm curious about the range of ages here. I read a lot of these posts and some of you are so young. I'm not over the hill myself, but life sure has humbled me. It's easier said than done but this 36 y
Angry
And angry letter I'll never send and I'm sure someone here could appreciate I am angry that I gave my time, my body, my heart, and my intention to someone who never chose me fully. I am angry that I
4 weeks
it's been 4 weeks today that he walked out of my life. Not enough time to heal from being discarded. Being rejected. Having love for him just sitting here.. I decided I'm taking that love and placing
Today
So today I burnt a goodbye letter I wrote for him. I had a really hard day a few days ago. I spiraled. I allowed myself to fear where he is. if he is already moving on. I looked at his facebook. ugh,
I'm allowed to be human while I heal...
I drove past his house after resisting the urge for a couple weeks now. Been 3 since he discarded me. It's not failure.. I'm human. I didn't reach out. I won't reach out. 3 weeks since he walked away