Today I sit with the nothingness,
As if every sob completely sapped my energy,
And everything fades into meaninglessness.
I stare coldly at the shattered pieces of me,
As if I could mend them with willpower alone,
But I’m losing my dreams of ever being free.
Free from my soul mourning and hurting,
Because it’s honestly so fucking exhausting,
To exist in a constant state of healing.
Last updated on:2026-04-01T22:53:03+05:30
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when you say everything feels meaningless, is it all the time right now or does it come in waves?
Have you tried going to therapy? It's not suitable for your nervous system to be drained so much. Find some support or share your experience to a friend/loved one:)
i know that “constant healing” feeling, it wore me out too.
hitting that point where i wasn’t even crying anymore, just numb and staring at everything like it didn’t matter. it’s like the pain drains you until there’s nothing left but silence