so after like two and a half years of this back and forth thing I finally blocked him

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so after like two and a half years of this back and forth thing I finally blocked him. 2025 was a mess for us constant fights and me trying to dip for good a few times. But I always went crawling back. Couldn't help it even with all the trash he said and did and how he showed I was never a priority I still loved him. Last month he decided we should just be friends no more romance or anything. Well that friendship was the most boring thing ever. Taking forever to text back and when he did it was just yeah. Obvious signs he wasn't feeling talking to me anymore so I did him a solid and blocked. Gonna take a minute to heal from this whole thing but I'm kinda hopeful.
We just did so much stuff and I felt things with him I never felt with anyone else. Like I drove three hours just to meet his mom. He messed with my self-worth bad and I totally idealized him. He was always way cooler in my head than irl. But lesson learned he's the last dude I'll ever let treat me like that.
I think I held on so long cause of all the effort I put in and it sucked to do all that and I can't even really call him my ex. I wanna forgive myself for being dumb for staying so long. I was 19 when we met and it was the first time I really connected with a guy.

Last updated on:2025-05-15T15:18:53+05:30

Comments (7)

riminak
riminak 10 mths ago

You’re walking into a new era one where you never shrink yourself for someone else again.

broknflower
broknflower 10 mths ago

It’s wild how much effort we put in for people who wouldn’t do the same. But you’re done with that cycle.

flowflow01
flowflow01 10 mths ago

The best part? You’re finally putting yourself first no more waiting for breadcrumbs.

classygirl1
classygirl1 10 mths ago

That friendship was just the slow fade. You saw the signs and handled it like a boss

MSZA03A
MSZA03A 10 mths ago

Blocking was the ultimate power move no more waiting around for someone who never made you feel like a priority.

benten10
benten10 10 mths ago

Situationship explained pls I'm confused

Simplysim
Simplysim 10 mths ago

Situationship aint even a real thing its just acting like a couple with no label or commitment like whats the point