It's like I have two sides in a major battle with eachother inside of me

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It's like I have two sides in a major battle with eachother inside of me. One of them is fueld by logic telling me I can be happy alone and that I deserved so much better, that I didn't deserve the abuse. The other is fueld by my heart that 5 months later still feel the love I held for him burn ever so bright, it tells me lies of what was, what is and what will be, feeding me delusions that I so desperately want to believe. I feel nothing but an immense sadness every waking moment, I just want to feel okay again.

Last updated on:2025-07-22T05:53:02+05:30

Comments (5)

classygirl1
classygirl1 7 mths ago

Your heart’s holding onto the past but your logic is right you deserve so much better

Nimofinding
Nimofinding 7 mths ago

your heart’s just grieving that’s okay. But don’t let it trick you into forgetting your worth

LiamBoma
LiamBoma 7 mths ago

your heart is lying to you. You didn’t deserve the abuse you’re gonna find happiness again.

lipilo
lipilo 7 mths ago

it’s okay to feel torn. Just remember you deserve peace and love starting with yourself.

letitgo_user
letitgo_user 8 mths ago

dont let the heart side take over this time Listen to your brain you broke up for a reason and You will be okay if you cut him out completely for long enough