wow all day have been feeling really positive and strong now drinking a glass of wine and I am becoming agitated over my situation and the closure that I did not get but I will not text a long and harsh text to that scumbag who clearly never gave a shit

the wine made the feelings louder. happened to me too after thinking i was past it.

that switch from good to angry hits so fast. i remember thinking, wow my mood can change in seconds. you’re doing the right thing not sending it.

i used to stare at my phone like it owed me something. knowing i’d never get the apology i wanted just made me more pissed.