I swear to God that I am depressed, I swear to God that I am not well or completely and I feel like my soul is going to leave, neither willing to let this period pass nor willing to let it go, and every day that passes I become worse than the day before. My mind is not clear, and I do not know how to relax, nor how to be satisfied, nor find a replacement, and everything that is happening is against me, and I do not know what is right or wrong, and I feel like exploding. I swear to God that I will explode. The pain is in my mind, my heart, my stomach, my hands, and my feet. I am all tense, I am all not well. I love him, I love him, and I am not able to get him out of my head. I do not know how to get him out of my mind. It remains on my mind 24 hours a day. I keep thinking about him, I keep imagining us getting back together. My heart is in pain, I swear to God, I feel the pain inside my heart. What I want always doesn’t happen. What I want always doesn’t happen. I swear to God, I am tired. I feel pressured, suffocated, and asphyxiated. I feel like I'm begging, wishing, and praying with little breath, but with little breath, I feel suffocated. I swear to God that I'm suffocating.
Last updated on:2025-08-17T19:54:03+05:30
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i felt that same kind of tightness in my chest once, like i couldn’t even breathe right. my head never shut off, just circling around his name. it made me feel like i was drowning in my own body.
when i couldn’t eat without shaking, my whole body just buzzing with this ache. i wanted to scream at the walls cause nothing i wanted ever worked out. i’d wake up already exhausted, like my chest was a cage too small for me.
I suggest that you try some deep breathing and some meditation. This will help.
I hope you were not in a relationship with someone else when this happened??
of course no
@DuskVibe48 Then no need to worry, he will come back. Glow up! No need to contact for now
How many days has it been since you both broke up? Did you initiate the breakup? Let us know so we can help you! ❤️
We weren't in a relationship, he loved me from his side because we live close to each other and he proposed to my family, we talked for a month and a half and it was the best and most wonderful period, he was the man of my dreams and he loved me but some things happened and he left me, but I loved him, I loved him very much, we have been separated since the 23rd of June and the last time we talked was on the 10th of July, I saw him last week and he tried to get close to where I was but we didn't talk, and I am really sad, I love him and miss him, I imagined that we would be lovers and a married couple
I just want to back
@DuskVibe48 Keep your silence for a month he might come back if you show weakness he's gone forever. It's time for a glow up make this month about you, love yourself so he can love you back if within a month if he does not come back, sometimes it's better to let the pride go and meet
@DuskVibe48 I hope you were not in a relationship with someone else when you found him that would change the dynamic
@NestFog30 do you think he will comeback? I thinking about make a move
we are close to be breakup 2month🥲
@DuskVibe48 Depends if you were in a relationship with someone else or some man that would change everything so you need to be truthful because a man doesn't just walk away unless it's something that's broken him