42 days no contact! Yesterday was his birthday, it was a very hard day for me! I’ve tried to keep myself busy but he was in my mind all day! I’m scared that one day he will text again and I will don’t know how to react! I still have feelings for him! When it will go?? 😢
Last updated on:2025-08-18T07:09:03+05:30
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you already handled the day without reaching out, even if your mind was stuck there. that’s not nothing. the fear of a text says you still care, but it also shows you’re not sure if you’d want him back or not. both can be true right now.
i didn’t even want to think of the date but my body remembered it. i just kept doing little things to distract myself, like folding laundry slower than usual, just so i wasn’t sitting in silence with it.
i hated birthdays. his or mine, both felt like torture after we split. i’d tell myself i didn’t care but i’d end up scrolling old pics. i get the fear too, like what if he pops up and all my progress just dies in one text.
just keep at it. hurt will feel lesser with time. rooting for u