feeling super restless and frustrated today…. i really want to talk to him

like your body still thinks he’s the safe place, so it keeps nudging you to reach out. i went through the same thing. i’d confuse that restlessness for some kind of sign, when it was just my brain missing the routine.

i used to get that urge too, the pull was so strong. i’d stare at my phone, tell myself not to, then cry because i wanted to so bad. it’s a hard wave to ride out, i feel you.

i remember those days, i’d pace around like i was waiting for a call that never came. every nerve in me was on edge, like i couldn’t sit still. drove me insane wanting to just hear his voice.

Write down your thoughts and everything you would like to tell him. Reaching out is useless, trust me ❤