I always thought nights were the worst

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I always thought nights were the worst. but my nights are actually okay. my days are tough. i think about him a lot. i dont know if he thinks of me too. and i dont even know if i would want that.

Last updated on:2025-08-28T02:08:37+05:30

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dermatik560
dermatik560 6 mths ago

the quiet at night gives some space, but daylight keeps pulling the memory in. not knowing what he thinks leaves you circling your own thoughts more.

DriftDash783
DriftDash783 6 mths ago

yea i guess thats true.

classygirl1
classygirl1 6 mths ago

walking to work and feeling like i was carrying him in my head the whole time. i didn’t even know if he cared. it just felt exhausting, like i couldn’t choose to stop.

DayByDay
DayByDay 6 mths ago

For me mornings are the worst! Throughout the day I constantly think about him, but as you keep yourself busy the thoughts get lighter and less painful

Algea01
Algea01 6 mths ago

my days used to drag like that too. i’d sit in class and every damn thing reminded me of her. i wanted her to think of me then i didn’t then i hated her then i missed her. none of it felt fair.

BraveLight390
BraveLight390 6 mths ago

I'm trying to go no contact it's hard

BraveLight390
BraveLight390 6 mths ago

I feel the same I cry at work

Unhealed
Unhealed 6 mths ago

Aww... I'm sorry. That was me just two months ago. Finally one day I said to myself, "Why am I wasting my time crying over someone who isn't wasting their time crying over me?". I haven't cried since.